you have really long arms so why don’t you use them to hold me?
i just really wanna cry right now
i can’t believe i’ve been crying so much
youre probably the first guy i’ve cried so many times for
this whole thing is 90% my horrible inability to stop contacting you and to see that you are not good for me and 10% you being such a bloody good friend
sometimes, most of the time i just wish you’d be a jerk like S and ignore me forever but if you did that id totally hate-love you for the rest of my life
why is it so hard for anyone to ever like me
fuck, im gonna cry
fts
and yeah another thing is how i know that things are there and i choose to not talk about them and then i just can’t resist and i go ahead and ask you and fucking cut myself deeper
